Proper space replaced~

    2007年,4月5日~天气晴朗~微风有云~

    现在想起来还心有余悸~也不敢相信~2007年的第一学期总算结束了~

    短暂的日子,时间总是转瞬即逝~

    虽然还有些东西没有写完,算了,怎样都好了,现在也只好放假在搞了~

    功课相较与去年来难了好多,很多东西老师讲的都很快,只是一笔带过而已,留下了一群一脸茫然的学生~

    神啊~

    如果你在复活节可以复活的话~

    那么,也请赐给我新的生命吧~

    虽然想这么说~

    但是,我想刚复活的耶稣大人也应该很忙吧~

    就算有时间,跟神交流不会有问题吧~

    耶稣大概是说古希伯来语的吧~

    那样交流就有问题了~

    ...........................

    神看到了都会郁闷半天的话就不说了~

    希望像摇滚般的生活可以尽早结束就好~

    放假的assignment~

    I am coming back to you~

   

People always wanna some free time when they are busy,and wanna something to do when they are free~

So I am~Doing the summer course is the best way to spend my summer days~

The weather is strange here~

Or I am the strange one~

The temperature is not too high~ But I feel hot~

The sunshine hurt my eyes~

They wanna save me from the dark,or wanna kill me?!

I don't know~

Maybe they do not wanna anything~Just exsit~For no reason~

Why people need to alive?

There is no reason~If there is some reasons,we do not need to know~

I am afraid~Am I strong enough to live alone?From long times ago~I always ask myself~

I can not get the solution~"The lifes are not as simple as the math funtion!"

I will not spend my life alone~

However,the people care about me is not stay with me~I miss them~

Times will bring lots of things from us~

Like the people go aboard when they are 16 years old~

Not only me~but also lots of people~

Maybe lots of people admire those people who can go aboard~

But they also have lots of thing I can not get from the foreign world~

I wanna grow up~

Not my body,but my mind~

I wanna get more power~

Because the young people hold the key to the future of mankind~

And my whole life is for only one reason~

After thousands of years after,people also know I am the part of history~

The research indicate the light speed in vacuum is the fastest in the universe~

Because the light is doing a match with time~

Light can catch time~But can not over it~

But people will....

放假这几天在家还真是很郁闷啊~

summer school要到1月才会开学~而且大半都是与major无关的课程,只能当作兴趣来修学分罢了~

打工倒是一个打发时间的好办法~不过也不是天天打啊~

最近一段时间还真是放纵自己啊~

竟然一点书也没看~哎,在这样下去明年开学可就跟不上了~

打算明天吧前几年的assignment看看~虽然说不一定可以坚持做下来了~

不是很喜欢C,C++还能好点,最简单的还是要说JAVA了~现在又要开始考虑明年学什么的事情了~好麻烦~

打算偏向与网络和图形,不过说实话我是满讨厌老外的图形设计的,这方面小日本做的还真他娘的好~哎,郁闷啊~

算了,言归正传了~

今天的主题是纪录下ebay中国分站的国际服务~

首先是付款问题~

试了一下,所谓的安付通,与这边的paypal公事是同样的,只要注册的时候选择NZ的话,就会自动转到这边ebay的付款页面了~

首选是通过credit card付款~有张visa不怕~

其次就是邮寄服务~

只提供了3种选择,都是国内的,无发寄到这边来~

我选择直接与卖家联系,不知道为什么,1周过去没人吊我~

看来是购物失败了啊~

哎,其实也没什么大不了的东西~只不过是一套正版游戏而已~

由于今年不回国,有些经典的东西以后可能就很难入手了,叫父母买了寄过来成功率较低,以前有试过在北美的ebay上买laptop和日本ebay上买动漫~均成功~这次无疑是一个打击啊~T_T~

好了,这件事情就先放到一边吧~

这几天又该去健身了,今天帮兄弟搬家的时候明显感到有些吃力了~

哑铃~哑铃~

Come on,my baby~

 

No more works can do~

No more exercises can do~

No more program can do~

No games can play~

No vedio can watch~

No music can listen~

No friend is free~

It is a boring day~What should I do now? I don't wannna sleep~Fortunately,it is a nice day today~The only place I can go it's recreation center of universty~

Should I go? yes , I will in a few mins after~Now check my mailbox~

That is good! It is empty~Now go to space write something~

Ah,What a nice day today?

I really wanna to say that~However.it is only hot for me~

Sunshine means nothing to me~ I can not go to beach for swimming~The seawater is too cold in NZ~Yes ,beacuse NZ closes to the South Pole~And also the focus of numbers of cold snaps~

The good news for me is today is a suitable day to wash my clothes , usually what I do it's put all of them in the washing machine~

Ok, I decide what I do now,first go to make my lunch,when I finish it ,I will go to recreation center to play tennis or basketball~ Need some sports~

Someone said "sports is the root of life" or may be not the original one~ Then I will search my life whole day today~

    Actually my course is very light! So I can not feel any pressure at this moment! The only thing I need to take care is the

Cosc, I still not sure how good can I get~ I still do not know the result of my last assignment which costs 20% of the whole course! I am worrying about it! The course is not hard ,and also not easy for me ! Why? In fact ,I can not take this course during this year, however, I choose it ! I think I can do that, and also my lecture. However, that is not as easy as in my opinion. Jumping to further course may let me waste more time on this course~ And the best thing for me is that

I have enough time to review it. Should I thanks for god? Yes, I should be. If I know him ,I will open a party for him after

my exam~

     Nothing else important, I am planning my vacation. The first thing I can say is I will not back this year. I plan to take some summer course during the daytime , and rest time, I should find some job. I already find one in Burger King, that is one of my friend recommend me to his shop. And finished my try out yesterday. Should I need find another job after exam.

I think I will, or I will be getting too lazy.

     So at the conclusion , what I need to say is I have no mood to renew my space these days? Why? A reason for this is I am so busy for my assignment for these few weeks. And after that I am forgot this place here. It seems I do not want to remember this place here , because I am lazy.

     Something strange in space. Never check it out. Cheers~

      很久没有到这里来了,大概是不知道要写些什么好吧~对于我这样善忘的人,把自己的心情纪录下来也是很重要的事情吧~好久都没有这种心情了,觉得这个世界过分的虚无缥缈了.换句话说,好像失去了人生的目标一样的失落感.细想一下,大学毕业了又怎样,为什么自己要追求那种重复又重复的人生呢?人类几千来都这样重复的生活着,这样就足够了么?那样到最后我到底又是在追求什么呢?

      时间对每个人来说都很重要吧,有很多次,我都在网上看到这样的感叹:"我们在学校学到的东西,真的是必要的么?在现实的社会生活中会用到的么?国家主席会去实验室里用二氧化锰制造氧气吗?小贩算账的时候回用到高次函数么?赌徒在赌博的时候会考虑概率么?大半不会吧!那么我们学这些没有用的东西到底做什么呢?为什么要用这些无用的知识来衡量一个人有没有资格进入好的大学呢?"

      大概很多人都会这样感叹吧~也会有很多人迷茫吧~但是我觉得,也许做这些无用的东西也没有什么不好吧!大概人生的一大半时间都是沉浸在做这样无用的事情之中的吧~聊胜于无,如果没有这些无聊的事情,我的人生又会是怎么样呢?大概想像的出来,如果谁都没有无聊的话,那么我们可能还是跟猴子一个等级的动物吧!我并没有贬低猴子的意思,但是至少,我们比猴子聪明~(除了少部分自己承认智商低于仙人掌者之外)

      我们失去了时间,但是却赢得了进步~做一些自己觉得有意思的事情,真的就对自己有好处吗?不见得吧~话到这里,却觉得自己对人生失去目标的想法已经没有了~没错,生活就是这么无聊,这么平淡~当我们感叹为什么没有故事或者动画主角般丰富多彩的人生的时候,我想即使是在故事里,在主人公漫长的一生之中,也只有少许的精彩,大部分也只是平淡无味的生活,毕竟"人"的范围,是不能超过现实多远的吧~当想到这里的时候,我有觉得,自己说不定讨厌完美吧~我讨厌完美主义者,没有什么特别的原因,只是觉得追求不现实的人,大概是很难沟通的人吧~人,是不会做到尽善尽美的~上帝创造人的时候,也同时创造了人的影子,所以,无论是谁都有阴暗的一面,不为人知的一面~镜子里面的自己其实是相反的自己,所以完美主义者的镜子里倒影的只有不足而已吧~

      以前记得有一部叫<水果篮子>的动画,里面有一段话让我印象很深刻,"饭团的梅干总是在背上,每个人就好比是饭团,而他们的优点就好比是背上的梅干,因为看不到自己背上的梅干,所以总是觉得,与别人比起来,自己只是白米而已,但其实每个人都是有优点的,即使是自己看不见,那梅干也好好的在自己的背上,所以,不用去羡慕别人,努力的做好自己就好了!"那么,又何尝不是呢?只有努力的做好自己的人,才能够保持自我吧!也才不会感觉,现在的自己,和以前大不相同把~当然,说起来很简单的事情,做起来往往是最难的~

(又是一天刚来到,睡意漫天飘.今天的目的,作assignment还有晚上去看电影,霍元甲终于上映了,刚好放假有点空余的时间,机不可失.失不再来啊.现在觉得不断的更新space大概是一件很痛苦的事情,也不是毅力的问题,而是写出来的东西大多都是写到一半就很难接下去的内容,人类的语言真是复杂啊~中文也是,原本用英语要写一大通的东西,用中文寥寥数字就可以交代的很清楚,看来中文还是很有优势的啊.......)

有多少年没有感受到故乡的春天了呢?自己也记不清楚了.正直初春时节,寒冬也慢慢褪去了颜色,纯白的大地渐渐恢复了少许的绿色,让人心情舒畅,有一种春意盎然的感觉.大地恢复了生机,看来自己也不能在冬眠下去了吧,光是这样想着,就觉得充满了干劲.春天总是带给人们希望,这边的春天虽然更加美丽,但我还是怀念故乡的春天,怀念故乡的风筝~

小时候的事情,总是甜蜜与值得回忆,少年不知愁滋味,童年就更不知了.无忧无虑的生活,不用担心任何事情,快乐的跟在父母的身后,在天晴的日子,去到江边放风筝的日子,已经一去不复犯了吗?还记得那时,父亲的背影是那么的高大,那么的伟岸,好像一座无法逾越的大山一般.孩提时代的我,算是悠闲而又淘气的类型,身体不是很好,却很爱玩.一到江边,看到那么多的各种各样的风筝布满了天空,便已然压不住心中的兴奋,跃跃欲试.绑好风筝的线,拖着风筝,不顾一切的向前冲,摔倒,在跑,直到风筝飞起来.那时我第一次放风筝,等到风筝飞上了天空的时候,自己以是满身的伤痕累累了,母亲心疼的斥责着我,玩的太疯,一边帮我拍掉身上的灰尘,我却只顾着天上摇曳的风筝了~

现在回想起来风筝,便对人生有所感悟了.其实人又何尝不是一只风筝呢?年轻的时候,父母拖着义无返顾的向前冲,然后飞上叫做社会的天空摇曳,也许会断线而被风吹走,但却不得不就这样漂浮在天际,最后回归大地~而那跟线,便是与父母之间不断的联系~

The sacred moon is the name of a music,it is the open music of TSUKIHIME.A sadness and classic music.

 

The name of TSUKIHIME is the pronunciation of Japanese, the meaning of TSUKIHIME is the princess of moon.

 

I think that is a very suitable name for this music, the melody let people think to the moon, and this story.

TSUKIHIME chronicles the story of Shiki Tohno. As a young boy, Shiki suffered a very life-threatening injury. As a result of the injury, he is now able to see "life lines" on objects and people which, when cut, will destroy them. Still a young boy, he is given a special pair of glasses by a mysterious woman that allows him not to see the lines.

Fast forward to Shiki's high school days. After years away from the Tohno household (from where he was sent after his injury), he moves back home following the death of the head of the Tohno family, Shiki's father. Shiki's sister, Akiha assumes responsibility of being the new head. As the story progresses, Shiki gradually discovers his mysterious past.

Next time I will write something about the author of TSUKIHIME,KINOKO NASU,and TYPE MOON.There is another music Lost Butterfly, which include in game of TSUKIHIME.The are both good choose for collection.I get TSUKIHIME US version,the video of TSUKIHIME.

(星期三,天气终于有所好转,这天气是户外活动的好时间啊.昨天的冰雹,似乎在一夜之间消失的无影无踪,气温虽然不高,但却有回复的迹象,果然春天快到了么?学校人还蛮多的,估计快要考试了吧,但是也不一定都是我们学校的人吧,好像所有人都可以进我们的图书馆的,其中也不乏好学的社会人啊~)

天气,似乎是在与人们开玩笑般,在这8月底的初春时节,痛痛快快的来了一场冰雹~前些日子,天空给人的感觉总是沉甸甸的,给人一种压抑的心情,那种喘不过起来的忧郁,今天一下子就烟消云散了.自己也说不清为什么,那么喜欢这样的天空,那蔚蓝的天空,也许给人一种向往和勇气吧~

心情和天空,往往是可以联系在一起的,不是说,天气的阴晴,就代表着老天心情吗?其实人也是一样的,自己的心中,总是有一块只有自己才可以看的见的天空.自己的天空,总是映照着自己的内心.心里装着乌云的话,那就什么事情就做不了了.

我一直向往着有那么一天,自己可以变的更加坚强,就像那片蓝天一样,就算不能给与别人勇气与自信,但却可以带给自己不服输的信念.逆水行舟,不仅则退.无论遇到什么样的困难,心里面总是一片蓝天~

世界其实是很小的,人类之中,很少有那种智力超群的佼佼者,大家都是站在同一条起跑线上在竞争的人,成功是要靠自己长久的奋斗来换回的,所以,当自己不如人的时候,首先考虑到的应该是自己的问题,勇于直面自己不足的人,心中才能保持一片蓝天~

So many things need to do,can not waste too much time~Two weeks, that is not a long time,after this study break, it is mid semester test,that is a pretty important one~As my plan,I will get as much credits as I can.Not only for the test,but also for learn something~

Today , I am doing assignment of computing program,I need to use Java to write a game,the game is include in windows XP operating system,it called "freecell".Not a very interesting game,but it is popular.I think that is useless to create something already exist.However,that is necessary for study, that is a good chance to contact with source code and the structure of Java~

As we know, Java is a object oriented language,and it is useful tool to creat some program and contact with internet,that is the reason why Java is so popular~

Some trouble in assignment,it is not such easy,lots of code and knowledge we still have not arrive,but that is interesting,I like computer game,but that is my first time to design a computer game.And after that,I will do more complex progrom.

I hope nothing was wrong in my writing,long time no thing in orginal English,just computer language everyday.

 

(网络的流量有要见底了吗?昨晚下了一阵的小雪,天气又开始变冷了,太阳在天空散发出刺眼的光,却对大地的寒冷爱莫能助么?虽然说是放假了,不用起太早上学,但是早上还是到时间就起来了,生物钟么?就算起来了,还是很冷啊,外面风似乎蛮大的,一会出去交电话费吧.........)

 

窗外呼啸的寒风,让人完全意思不到春天已经到来.在这初春时节,太阳就像没睡醒般的,懒洋洋的挂在天空上,无力的发着光.整个世界似乎都充满了睡意,让人提不起精神~太安静了,虽然我不是那种喜欢嘈杂的人,但是还是觉得这样的环境太安静了~外面几乎可以听到空气流动的声音,除此之外,就只有偶尔经过的汽车,才能打破的寂寞,萨那间,觉得时间仿佛都停止了,世界就只剩下我一个人一般,没有恐惧,只是在思考,人类社会的嘈杂可以持续多久呢?

月亮是很悲哀的,他没有自己生存下去的勇气,只能凭借太阳,让人们注意到他的存在~他的到来总是伴随着黑夜的到来,虽然在夜空里他是最美丽,最明亮的,据说月亮温柔的光辉可以洗刷掉一天的疲惫,但是月亮拥有的也只是死亡般寂静的夜~所以,人们才总是感觉到,看见月亮的时候是很伤感的,月又何尝不是呢?但是月亮是个善良的孩子,总是那么努力的,将太阳剩下的光辉撒向人间的大路,给迷途的旅人指明方向,给晚归的人一点柔和的光亮~虽然不能带给大地生机,但也奉献出了一份温暖~月的冷漠,并不是他自己的冷漠,而是夜晚带来的冷漠~但月是寂寞的,月下的人间是寂寞的,淡淡的忧伤~

永恒的东西,总是给人们无限的遐想~无声虽不一定胜有声,但是却能给人异样的享受,正是因为这样,才有了"寂静之声"这么一说吧~安静的东西,可以比嘈杂存在更久~

Fate/stay night  is a Japanese visual novel game created by TYPE-MOON in 2004 that has been adapted into an anime television series by Studio Deen. There is also a manga series, currently serialized in the monthly Shōnen Ace magazine. It has enjoyed immense popularity, especially in Japan, spawning numerous adaptations, merchandise, memorabilia and amassing an extensive fanbase around the world.

Fate/stay night was TYPE-MOON's first commercial work since transitioning from a dōjin soft group and when released in January 30, 2004, broke all records on its opening day, quickly becoming amongst the most popular visual novel games ever released. It appears to take place in the same world as their signature work, Tsukihime, although they explore different themes. A "fan disk" sequel, Fate/hollow ataraxia, was released on October 28, 2005. Both the original visual novel game and the sequel are adult-only eroge, but like many other visual novels such as Kanon or TYPE-MOON's own Tsukihime, it is well-known mainly for its expansive, comprehensive story and characters. Fate/stay night is scheduled to be released on the PS2 platform in 2006, in a version that will be intended for all ages.

The Fate/stay night anime television series, produced by Studio DEEN, TYPE-MOON and Geneon, ran from January 6, 2006, to June 16, 2006. The official announcement and teaser trailer were first shown at the Rondo Robe 2005 "-Gate to Date-" event in Japan on June 26, 2005, and a rapidly selling curtain-raiser DVD was released soon after in Japan during November 2005.

(大脑到现在还是昏昏沉沉的,放假已经2天了,要做的事情还有一大堆呢~造成头脑昏沉的原因大概是睡眠不足吧~但事实上每天都有保证9小时以上的睡眠时间,浅睡期很长,大概在做着什么不切实际的梦吧!一大早起来就忘记的干干净净的了,只是觉得很累,就想跑完马拉松一样~我该不会有梦游症吧.......)

 

太阳,千百年以来,一直是人们崇拜的对象.他总是高高再上的发出可以掩盖一切的光芒,这样伟大的一个存在~有了太阳,才有了人类的文明,才会有这么生机勃勃的世界,在大多数人的心里,都是犹如神明般的存在.

流星,原来也是天上的某颗星,在燃尽了自己的一生后,回归大地.相对于唯一的太阳来说,流星实在是一个很卑微的存在,夜晚的星空是无限大的,在星空里闪耀着光芒的星星,那就像尘土一般的数不尽,他们都是有机会成为流星的.但是,对星星来说,成为流星就意味着死亡,他们将从星空永远的消逝.星星要成为流星,那是需要勇气的,而且是直面死亡而义无返顾的勇气,在那些星星之中,存在着这么一类星星,他们知道自己的卑微,也知道当太阳再次升起的时候,他们将会被太阳的光辉而掩盖,于是他们决定在夜晚的星空中,燃尽自己的生命,在天空中化出一道美丽的弧线,而那份美丽与悲壮,是太阳也都无法比拟的.他们的美丽虽然只有一瞬间,却勾起了人们灵魂深处对生命的感叹.就这样,在星空中消逝的流星,被牢牢的烙在了看见他们的人们的内心.千百年以后,人们自然而然的开始崇拜起了流星,他们的光辉虽然不及日月,但他们的勇气确是日月不及的,黑夜是不属于太阳的,人们相信,在夜晚的星空下,对着流星许愿的话,那么愿望就一定会实现的~

活在这个世界上的人们也是一样,很少有人可以如日中天,但是只要能够做到最好,那么虽然不一定能有所成就,但却一定会无愧于心~

 

(好久没有上来写东西了,最近一直都要写程序,好郁闷,由于上下学期的2门COURSE一起学,所以要超前学好多了~这个星期是勉强安全了,下个星期.....想一下就觉得很恐怖~看来真的要熬夜看书了~听说最近国内大学放假了,真好啊~)

 

   "我相信着你!",象这样的话,已经好久没有人对我说,自己也好久没有对别人说了~我在相信着谁吗?我不确定了~还记得小时候,我的好朋友对我说过,不管发生什么,他都会相信着我,那个时候,从心里油然而生的感动,那可以说是幸福吧~

   相信人的人是幸福的,或者说自己有一个绝对可以信赖的人,是一件很幸福的事情~一个人,其实是一件很可悲的事情~有这样一种人,他们在外面很吃的开,看起来有很多朋友,很有人气,可是在内心却很孤单~为什么?他们从来不用心去待人,而是一味的讨好别人,按照别人喜欢的样子,去装扮成另外一个人,但是在一个人的时候,却发现自己已经不是自己了~这是一件很可悲的事情,因为不相信别人,而希望得到别人的信任那是不可能的~不能敞开内心的人,只会越来越背离原来的自己而已~

   被人相信的人也是幸福的,信任是一种相互的关系,别人信任你,你自然也会信任别人~在现代社会中,要想成就一番事业,就必须带者面具做人,就象去参加化装舞会一样,你是无法分辨人的长相的,当然,除非对方同意摘下面具~只有心灵美丽的人,才有自信摘下自己内心的面具,而心灵丑恶的人,是没有这个自信的~

   活在这样的和平年代,人们内心的纷争却变多了,于是,战争便有前台转移到了幕后~愿意打开自己心的人很少,所以,要找一个相信自己的人,也很困难吧,难怪人家都说,真正的朋友,是要话一生的时间去寻找的~

   人类是含蓄的,自己无法表达的东西,可以让别的带有相同意思的东西去表达~如果找到了自己真正的朋友,就送他一束菖蒲吧~为什么呢?因为菖蒲的花语就是"相信者的幸福"~